Someday

I just discovered this song/video today. It touched me since I've been struggling with various things lately.

"You can go, you can start all over again
You could try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide, hold all your feelings inside
You could try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry"

There are times when I'm so weary of this life, of living in this body. I'm tired of struggling with feelings of guilt and remorse. I'd love to start all over again.

"'Cause maybe someday we'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now that
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow, someday"

No matter how bad things get, I just need to find a way to hold on. Just a little bit longer.

"'Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again"

I believe in second chances in life. The key is not giving up. I'm who I am for a reason. I need to stop second guessing myself and my purpose for being in this world.

Welcome to the mid-life crisis.